The Ship & its Direction

by Amalia

I don’t know where this leads me to. I know I should stop, but my heart said the opposite. We’re in the same ship. Yet, we’re not heading for the same direction. One part of me wants to stay in the ship until it’s time for me to hop on to the other ship. But the other part of me wants to jump out of the ship and swim for freedom until I find a ship that can take me.

But I can’t deny the fact that this past week has been joyful. I want it to stay like this. I want the sun to shine brightly everyday. And the moon to glow; fighting the darkness. I want to feel like everyday is special.

Will you guide me ya Allah? Will you protect me? Will you give me the map to the fairest and wisest direction?